I enjoyed reading this. If you write about this more, I would be happy to share my story for you to share. I haven’t written about all of it, mainly to avoid shocking my children! I reconnected emotionally with my high school boyfriend then dated online for about a year before meeting my current husband. Along the way I had some interesting adventures and lost my “widow virginity.” Feel free to reach out to me on Facebook. I follow you so I should be easy to find.