Sorry if I was unclear I’ve always imagined how awful a knock on the door or phone call would have been. My husband hadn’t come home from a bike ride and I had gone looking for him. The road was closed and an officer told me it was a motorcycle accident so I drove home. I knew it was probably not a coincidence. And as I got out of my car to walk in the house I got a breaking news alert “fatal vehicle vs bicycle accident on Shaw Avenue.” That wasn’t my official notification and my brain allowed me to not fully believe it until the official notification several hours later. Every death is a huge loss but I always feel a connection to others who have experienced a sudden loss. Even when the circumstances are different I just don’t think other people understand. Much love to you!